The air is so dry, there's no mercy,
that it's so hard to breathe

You stabbed me on the same wound tonight,
there's no more blood to bleed

Why am i like this, u say,
why am i so far away?

What else should i be? i plead,
what more could i do to please?

Don't kill me, that's all i can say,
I don't know what else to speak.

Shallow minds

I just found out about something i never knew...
was it because i was careless?
or was i plain ignorant?
i sorta realise, mayb its bcos i didn't want to know in the first place,
thats y i missed out on it..
now i really start to ponder,
am i sure that wat i know or perceive so far is right?
well if i'm not why didn't i wana noe wats wrong wit it?
tats y human beings are the most complicated creation on earth..
because they too don't know themselves too well
like when u feel hungry,
are u sure u're hungry? or u're jus plainly thinking food?
and i can tell u, its impossible to tell when ladies are in their red alert 5 days of the month
So, how wud u noe? or if u tink u noe, are u sure?
I'm starting to doubt everything i knew, or thought i knew in this world
am i, in any way, right?
who could tell me that? =S

Phew!

One down FOUR to go!

EXAMSSS

I haf finals in approximately 36 hours time!

I lived past whole week like a life of a zombie till i get butt cramps

Im scared.....

and i blame kwok wei because he didn't volunteer to teach me finance..

Dun tink i'm anywhere near ready yet..

Scared......*shivers*

Have you ever ..?

Have you ever been in love so bad
You'd do anything, to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up, to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It's makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever...

False Hopes...

yes, that's the term used to define wat's contained in my heart now... yes, i should stop thinking i'm pathetic, that everyone wants to hurt me, just because i dislike wat they do.. yes, i shud start to grow up and be an adult, n not mournin in my little kiddy feelings.. yes, everything i have my brain is wrong.. yes i shud learn to live my life.. yes, i haf no strength to fight wat ppl say anymore.. yes, i shud jus give in.. yes, thats right..

My bloated Tummy

Today is a day very much in touch wit paranormal stuff..
Firstly, i watched ghostbusters on astro for the first time, hehe
Then, i had a looong conversation bout it with you guys..
Hope i can sleep well tonite.. =S

Jo kien, guess other than ice cream, coffee doesn't go well with tom yum too..
My tummy feels horrible now.. =S
You hafta do more research n inform me bout stuffs beforehand.. That's wat frens are for *nod*
Oh, i'll record here that i owe u 15 bucks =) see, i'm honest..hehe

Suk han, you had enuf fun for today, now study k?
*dreading* =(

We share the sadness...

Split Screen Sadness

And I don't know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water, you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wondering when the call comes, when you say it's all right
You got your heart right

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight

All you need is love is a lie cause
We had love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters

And it stings when it's nobody's fault
Cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name
It's only the air you took and the breath you left

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight
So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

I called
Because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don't hang up this time
And I know it was me who called it over but
I still wish you'd fought me 'til your dying day
Don't let me get away

Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Split screen sadness
We share the sadness

*Addicted*

=))

Oh Oh! second time!!

guess this proves that human think better when it's deep in the night..

=)

i won my first round of spider solitaire with four suites today!

So exhausted

Before falling asleep last night, i thought, can i not wake up anymore..?