TOO quick!

In  a day's time, it would be a new year already.. 

yes like my title told u guys, it came too quickly!

I barely had the time to reconcile everything that has happened this year 0.0

but i'm 500% sure that the virtue to be learned this new year -----> Patience!

I really Really REALLY need it!!! >.

besides the fact that i'm already a person who HATES to wait n tolerate others' mistakes

my profession actually reduces my patience n tolerance level by HALF!

From my observation on the system of my world being run, 

the equation i managed to worked out would be:

the MORE impatient i am, the MORE circumstances would compell me to wait!

the MORE cranky i am, the MORE irritating situations would occur!

and of course, i really realise that this stupid habit of mine

had not only caused me to hurt myself, but it also hurt those people around me who cares about me

so YES i'm determined!

also, i dun wana die young of heart attack lah HAHA

goodnite and wish me JiaYou k? 

Happy New Year! =)

This element called... Time

Before i knew it, A month flew past me...
I've gotta say, this month has been soo packed
Unfortunately, most of it were unpleasant..
Especially for my exam.. i totally became a zombie for a month!
lifeless, i had no tv time, n not enuf sleep time
jus full time in my room, with bathing as my only stress free time
cos even when i eat, i find it hard to swallow my food >.<

Sigh, despite studying like i nvr did before this time
Sadly i have to admit that i really failed a paper
in fact its that toughest paper
when its so easy this time, as compared to past years
i came home, cried myself out in the room for about an hour
then i stopped n started studying for the next paper

Luckily i have this talent of self motivation
Jus kept telling myself, i must pass this one
i'm still in a hopeful position though
still can't believe that nite i actually wished for time to rewind
i tink this has been like a blow to my ego
leaving me pondering whether i'm really a brainless idiot

Ahh, with christmas and a new year comin
I've been yearning for a lot of things lately
about my family
about my future
about those things i hope i could attain
i noe i'm greedy, but these are just my wishes
i noe i won't die even if i don't have them
but life would be finely seasoned with them in it

Gdnite =)