My Tooth Extraction 记

b4 i start.. i wana do this first.. woooooohoooooooooo...='( it's so painful k!!! wooo hooooooooo... ok can start d, hehe..

went to extract my teeth again this mornin.. cause my new wisdom tooth got no more space to come out d.. so gotta pull out if not al my teeth will senget.. n this time, she said the teeth was much bigger, till i can feel the pain during the surgery.. actually i dun think i can blog much..i feel very lethargic.. she also said this time i bleed more, n therefore my face will swell more.. ='( i gotta go work on mon ler! cry cry cry..........................

oh ya, i met meru while buyin food during lunch, sommore coincidentaly wei wen came to see me yesterday, hehe.. it seems she took over my old job in fedex.. so good! it was a fun job.. jus on9in.. haha.. ok i gotta go rest.. the painkiller slowly losing effect liao.. ='( will show u guys the teeth soon ^^

Suk Han = spoil planner and bad girl

haihz..just realised that i've spoiled a beautiful plan..i'm always like this.. spoiling plans with my not smart intuition.. still remember it's like my thing to not turn up at birthday parties at the last minute..think it's a kind of phobia thing? cause everytime i'm prepared and waiting to go for an occasion, i get soo anxious that it turns into fear, n make me feel like not going already.. i even sweat alot (when usually i hardly ever sweat)..haihz.. i will try to b more alert n not so blur the next time.. sigh..

new future plans, *i am so desperate* everything i think of everyday is ways of how to not stay far from home.. i am such a baby.. so i've came up with new and improved plans.. but not confirmed it will work yet :

1) go back to ktar and take the advanced diploma cum CIMA course, which gives even more exemptions than the bachelor degree itself, known as the most exempted CIMA papers course in malaysia.. ok, skip all those excuses, at least i get to stay home n travel by lrt everyday k? hehe..

2) life college my aunt recommended run by church ppl, it's in pj and the last year is done in
australia or uk, i like the sound of it =p hehe.. weird rite? it's like i dun mind stayin far from
home if it's really far away.. it's all in the mind lar.. haha..

3) last n final plan, UTAR lar... think so much for wat, jus get through it quick in those 3 years
lo.. at least i wun b jobless in da future rite? aiyoyo..

ok.. so wat u ppl think? which one better ler? aiya, u all oso dunno wan, ask u all for wat? cheh.. haihz, tomolo work again.. sommore gotta eat lunch alone =( =( =( after resting n lying for long hours, my waist ache is gone liao, but hope it wun b back lar.. if not, confirm it's a psychological thing d.. haha..

Hoo hoo..*cryin*

came back from work early again today.. dunno wat's wrong with me.. my waist hurt to the extent that i feel like crying..the only cure.. lie down all the time.. i realise everytime i lie down for bout 3 hours, i get a few hours of no pain...but how can i continue living like this? with so many things on my mind that i haven't settle yet, plus i hafta work ler.. boss asked me to extend today.. pity her la.. i hafta work.. sigh..wonderin wat's wrong, isit a sign of osteoporosis? well, waist is considered lower back.. or isit kidney failure?well, for it, the pain is either at the side or back.. or isit that i just twisted my waist?or isit diarrhea? haihz.. worried la.. pain again.. lucky din go out wit beeky n meti..if not when i sweat out of pain then will frighten them.. *nodz*

Bu Shu Fu =(

went back home from work early yesterday, wasn't feeling well... beeky should noe y hehe..so, today oso on leave.. but they didn't give me my workplace number.. so..at 10, the agency called me, and thn i hafta wake up, search their number on the net, n give my boss a call..she's so nice, not mad at all.. bet the person who complained is that too free lady who knocked on my table when i'm smsing.. grr...but they gave wei wen bout one week+ leave, =( i gotta work n eat alone.. so sad.. no motivation to work d..but at least i wun b going toilet so much la, haha..

haihz.. but still very frustrated over uni stuff..currently, anyway is a bad way.. in the first place, nuthin can make me feel secure bout this choice..i've always wanted somethin fun.. but the practical side of me jus wun allow me.. it's jus all self confict goin on now.. sigh.. wonder how u guys have prepared adey for unis..i'm so lost myself.. wonderin if u guys r doin great, or stucked like me.. sigh.. k le, still not feelin well, tata..

job job

Your Career Personality: Brainy, Logical, and Efficient

Your Ideal Careers: Archeologist Astronomer Book editor Business manager Civil engineer Designer Economist Inventor Judge Scientist

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

copied this from beeky's site.. liked it, but alas! no accountant lar... aiyoyo...

Sigh...

Always soo tired n got no mood to blog actually, but jus tryin to complain a bit i guess.. damn work, made me realise how unsure am i towards my choice of courses, and i realised no one could help me wit it.. they themselves dun even noe wat to tell u, or perhaps might be thinkin 'even i myself was not so picky' and ignored me.. i think i would like studyin accountancy, but i would hate to live in a live, forced to do those same audits n accounts everyday from early mornin till late night surviving on bread during lunch + without using any thinkin skills...i want a job, using more of creativity, leadership, those who would appreciate my ideas, my jokes, my analysing skills at least (jus bcause i think that that's the only good thing i have,?)

no need ask, i still cant figure out wat.. other courses gave me an impression that i wun b able to get any job out of it.. i soooo annoy myself.. plus i'm startin to perhaps, regret somethin i did, maybe i really am not prepared for it, i am such a selfish n calculative person with somewhat ego n unstable mood swings.. how could i even consider that i could share a little somethin with someone?i would only hurt them, then myself..yet i did it, and dragged another person along into this deep trench (dun even noe if i'm spelling it correctly) stupid..*sigh*

tengok ini..

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTJ)

Your personality type is energetic, romantic, optimistic, and brave. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

start to think this is jus a bluff test, if lidat everyone's also rare, then why are we called commoners wor? cheh