haihz..just realised that i've spoiled a beautiful plan..i'm always like this.. spoiling plans with my not smart intuition.. still remember it's like my thing to not turn up at birthday parties at the last minute..think it's a kind of phobia thing? cause everytime i'm prepared and waiting to go for an occasion, i get soo anxious that it turns into fear, n make me feel like not going already.. i even sweat alot (when usually i hardly ever sweat)..haihz.. i will try to b more alert n not so blur the next time.. sigh..
new future plans, *i am so desperate* everything i think of everyday is ways of how to not stay far from home.. i am such a baby.. so i've came up with new and improved plans.. but not confirmed it will work yet :
1) go back to ktar and take the advanced diploma cum CIMA course, which gives even more exemptions than the bachelor degree itself, known as the most exempted CIMA papers course in malaysia.. ok, skip all those excuses, at least i get to stay home n travel by lrt everyday k? hehe..
2) life college my aunt recommended run by church ppl, it's in pj and the last year is done in
australia or uk, i like the sound of it =p hehe.. weird rite? it's like i dun mind stayin far from
home if it's really far away.. it's all in the mind lar.. haha..
3) last n final plan, UTAR lar... think so much for wat, jus get through it quick in those 3 years
lo.. at least i wun b jobless in da future rite? aiyoyo..
ok.. so wat u ppl think? which one better ler? aiya, u all oso dunno wan, ask u all for wat? cheh.. haihz, tomolo work again.. sommore gotta eat lunch alone =( =( =( after resting n lying for long hours, my waist ache is gone liao, but hope it wun b back lar.. if not, confirm it's a psychological thing d.. haha..
2 comments:
you're like, torn between two extremes and you don't wanna take the middle path =P
one end, it's the stay-at-home, don't-wanna-be-far-from-home option.
the other end, it's the LET'S GO TO AUSTRALIA LIKE, SOME 8000KM AWAY choice.
in the middle, is UTAR. xD
but whatever it is, studies more important now lor. sooner or later gotta be away from home also, right =) dont worry about being far (or, uhm, not-so-far-not-so-near) from home.. you'll learn to deal with things and the homesickness after a while. ^__^
but if you really do suffer from homesickness, then choice #3 is better than choice #2. ^___^ sg. long is far lah, but not so far until you can't come back over the weekends if you want to. =)
and ey! i tot you came out from KTAR oneee... if you really don't like it there, then scrap choice #1 lah! =DD
wah! suzz! u so understand me!i myself nvr tot from that point of view b4! woah 0.o actually i oso dunno wat's wrong, jus feel uneasy when picturing myself stayin at sungai long.. dunno y lar,sigh..yalo, i dun like it there, but duno y feel like prefer there better, unhappy oso can run home..better than sungai long, unhappy oso gotta wait for uncle free, no class oni can run home.. smart leh? hehe.. ohya, i wana continue my music diploma la, wat u think? very hard? i can make it anot leh? wan ask ur teacher good anot, cause my teacher unwilling to teach me diploma (i too lazy till she discourage me from continuin,grr..)
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