exams...

just finished Quantitative techniques exam this morning, and i already found out that i carelessly lost 10 marks in a question.. that doesn't feel good.. sigh, maths is my best subject!sigh..am feeling very lazy now, part of it because my shoulder hurt so much.. it always does when there's exam..psychological factor?dunno..great it's raining n i jus hanged my clothes.. now they're all wet.. man.. sleepy lah, maybe i go sleep a while.. no motivation d.. sigh..byez

sigh

I'm trapped in a circle
with no way out
time flies but nothing else
others repeat themselves

some words are said so easily
but nothing ever done
i waited so patiently
can they at least try?

is that it? is that a conclusion?
that all these were meant to disappoint me
was what i heard right?
that i'm just lying to myself

i cant give up i cant
but what should i do?
wish they were to consider me, give me a hand
it's still not too late, please try?

heyo...

Aiyoyo, y lah nobody gimme suggestion on wat to do wan har? non-responsive audience, grr... =p am really liking the song by gwen stefani - 4 in the morning, at first jus plainly liked it's melody, very special.. then when i looked at the lyrics, it's an emo one! instead of a bimbo one.. haha.. and it emos in a way that it's not ridiculous, and in every way, relevant.. yes i love emo stuffs, songs movies wateva, u tell me.. hehe.. as u all know, i emo almost all the time.. and when i watch or listen to those, i'll get less emoed, as they sorta in a way emoed on my part.. haha..

Anyway, that was all crap... back to serious business.. next week's my last lecture week, n then it'll b study week! exams comin up after that ler.. scary... but cant wait for 24th, hols! hehe...about frens, nuthin much.. met up wit my two pets beeky and meti.. it's been long since we really chatted.. but too bad this talk, is a serious one... i cant even remember how long ago we had one talk like this.. everyone was feeling depressed and sad, and helpless of course.. we each have probs and we share it, however, none of us noe wat to do wit them..sigh.. we even parted sadly..where's huan qing ar? wonder if she's even married already..

my accounts result is out! 51% for mid terms.. that's bad... rite? for mid term II i even scored 8 over 50! how bad is that? luckily my mid term I backed me up.. die lar.. am coughin more n more lately, n now i finally noe why.. when i have gastric, the acid is regurgitated to my throat, causing phlegm like substances..that's called gastro-something, i forgot, hehe...anyway, i'm still alive.. so dun bother...

oh ya! jus to inform u guys.. my area here up to balakong Jusco is a very dangerous area.. we hear bout rape n robbery cases almost every week! very very freaky.. my fren and her fren was walking out of jusco last Sunday, and suddenly, a malay guy came out and wanted to drag her fren away, she n her fren resisted and she pulled back with all might.. until an uncle passed by, then the guy ran off..but, before he left, he punched my fren's face ler! and my fren's face is blue black now..so scary huh? scary...so, be careful if u guys tot of visiting me here (impossible) or have the thought of goin to green box over here k?

Sorry Eugene, din celebrate ur bday wit you.. sigh... trust me, i have the thought too, but circumstances came up.. and u should noe, my planning skills sucks.. will try to compensate k? NO! no belanja exp stuff ya.. hehe..WELL, do hope ur wishes come true, and u be less stressful k? am resisting to say this, but really missed yong and kien hou, they're such heartless ppl.. sigh..

k that's all for today, thank you class! dismiss! =p

Tagged (blamin Karl) =p

Instructions
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty. (break-up wasn't nasty..)
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My college mates knows about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups (hintin:me)
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school was filled with drama. (Plentiful)
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People would start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I miss hanging out with the bloggers.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed in US.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
Host a talk show.
That Guess watch.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At time I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have.
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.(precisely highlighting dogs)
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone. (new designs are so tempting me)
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March (it meant exercising rite? so true)
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

hey hey...

Thank god this week's been fine so far... havent felt so relaxed in a long long time.. hehe.. now that i have the mood, i feel so excited to do anything at all! but see, my prob here is i cant figured out wat to do.. hehe.. i mean when i'm free la.. can gimme suggestions? am watchin heroes currently, and am so addicted to kyle XY! i really love that show! n by the way, for yumchas this week, can book time wit me first anot? so that this would lower down the probability of ffk i guess? hehe! take care guys.. ciow!