Not much, but not too little

Hate that phrase.. What does it mean anyway? It can mean moderate, as well as little.. Well, moderate isn't much, whereas little isn't too little.. but which is it?

Imagine you've been cooking all day for this special someone and when u ask 'How was it?', you hear 'Well, i dun like it much, but not too little lah'.. Imagine putting in alot of effort into something, and after all, someone slaps you left and right, telling you that it's not good enuf..

Sigh, it's so confusing.. i hate it.. i'd rather hear a lie, than to being aggravated to think stuffs about whether it is worth it after all.. because i felt it was worth it.. it jus breaks my heart so much.. When it's only a phrase.. =(

*p.s. i really feel very sorry for being sad so easily, sorry*

Lazzyyyy...

Aiyo, really very lazy to update lately.. it jus isn't fun to blog anymore.. i wonder why...

Anyway, today must hav been a lucky day for me.. i parked near my uni illegally today, and so happen my lecturer let us out early.. When i was on my way back, my fren called me n said that she got a saman for parking there, asking whether i got too.. i was like no! i checked n my car was clear from papers when i was about to leave.. Wahahaha... apparently, she left 10 mins after me, n within that 10 mins, she got saman-ed.. Lucky lucky day! la la la~

Yumcha with kw n suzz last nite, haha.. quite fun ^^ so happy lah get to shoot kw with a machine gun! Wahahaha... =p

wan eat durian lah.. La manila durian cake, yum yum!

but nvm lah, shogun taste much better, rite kw? Wahahahahah...

oh oh....

Shucks, i'm too lazy to update =p

This week this weeeek!

Man, this week i'll be having 2 assignment due dates! 2 presentations! & 2 tests! Man, it's definitely my doom week lah.. It's quite weird that i jus oni realised i havent posted for quite some time~ well, i duno how this Mr.Time zoomed past by, but i've been really quite occupied these days..

Nah, nuthin fun leh =( , jus uni uni & uni~ starting to believe my fellow seniors' statements.. it'll soon get busier and busier.. i hate being busy, busy means being lack of sleep, busy means lack of fun, busy means lack of tv, lack of games yet too much of com! grr.. the annoying assignments.. why is there so many of them this sem? ='((

Well Well, had a few gatherings these few days.. i really appreciate them.. but, i really am not in the mood these days lahh.. i haf so bad temper.. i'm so stressed.. this is the first time i'm applying that word on me leh.. i always jus dili-deli and simply hop through obstacles.. but this time, the obstacles are so big and are in dozens! i fell n smacked my head so many times lah..

i jus cant admit to my uni frens that i'm seriously stressed.. so i hafta admit it here..tests are quite fine for me i guess cause i dun relly mind as long as i pass.. but assignments! argh.. due date means due date and i hafta rush for it and it sucks! man.. i hope my group members could share more of my burden.. though i noe they tried.. it's just that i haf so high expectations for myself i guess.. sighh

well, i better take the chance to sleep as early as i could.. like now.. since today's less packed..
*sorry mom for being so bad tempered lately =( *

Lately ar....

Very the lazy to blog ler.. i'm coughin again.. i hate coughin, sigh... sry hafta b so random.. cause lazy to blog.. tata^^ hahaha