New Look!

Closer to da nature! =) HEHE

Be considerate of others ..

I was totally so soo close towards banging a car's butt today..

u see, my myvi's brake pedal is like few cms higher than my accelerator pedal.. 

and so, my feet always Always get stucked under the brake pedal during the transition from the accelerator pedal..

This time, i was abit more unlucky as this happened when i terpress a little too much of the accelerator pedal and my car was quickly way tooo near the car in front of me..

At that moment, i swear that i could hear the voices in my head: they went from

" oh shit i'm so goin to bang that car, oh shit Oh Shit"

                          to

                 "THANK GOD!!"

when i managed to press the break pedal in the nick of time

and saw that the front car had no scratches on its butt.. PHEW

And then i thought, i could survive this most probably because 

in the past, i had let a car or two pass, 

or signaled to a car or two that didn't turn on their lights..

Yes i do believe in karma, in fact, very much..

And this brings us to another topic, friendship..

after many years of being human, HAHA

As many of u know, i have developed alot of principles for myself

and one of it is: "You can never use a fren, and be a fren at the same time"

skipping the fact that its terribly unethical, the thing is, 

NO fren would be tat stupid..

People are greedy, u can see to this anytime, anywhere

and some ppl, who tink that they are smarter, 

tink that they are more superior over others as well

i watch them control ppl around them, n i felt so bad for the victims

and disgusted, when i knew that they did not regret, nor feel bad, at all..

There's a chinese proverb, after translation, its:

" three stupid people can beat one genius"

added up with some karma,

and that is why, they, have no true friends

no one, to speak out their hearts' thoughts

no one, to cheer them up when they are down

and for those who thought that they're lucky enuf to haf no payback unto them

look again, at those u call frens.. are they really urs?

look again, at the one closest to u.. u dare say that person's not using u at all?

you manipulated others, you could nvr escape from being manipulated urself

Just wait n see.. =)

I HAFTA START STUDYIN

When only would i slap this fact right into my own face?

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

ok i'll start right away by TRYING to do MADM

which i might fail to 'do' in the end

XD

oh, oh, and i'm happy about my result today,

despite:

1. my BADD BADDD finance result

2. i'm still beaten by a tall nerd

Yes i'm kiasu HEHE

Something i muz learn

"Que Sarah Sarah,
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sarah Sarah,
What will be will be"

I hafta stop trying too hard to manipulate and predict the future
Just like how i spend hours planning my homework without even doing it
I should learn to take things easily
A step at a time..

H.A.T.E.U.

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye

Something got a hold of us and we changed..

Then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way..
 

We went, round for round till we knocked love out

You were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I

Why is it so hard to say goodbye..

I can't wait to hate you,

Make you, pain like i do..

Still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
There's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

Oh this, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us every night..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay..

We went round for round till we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
No need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter of fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the frustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of trying to fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I can't wait to let you go

~* <3 Mariah Carey *~