Need. Time. To. Breathe

WOAH

this is the sound i kept making recently

i haven't done so much of multitasking like this before

besides wrong timing, i wud still like to blame wrong timing

construction work alone is enuf to eat up the majority of my time

left with the super minority of time to juggle between classes and studying for exam

i sleep soo little these days, sob sob panda eye

before i put myself into this piece of mess,

i never had the slightest idea that renovation involves this MUCH of stuff

u have to decide from the most general idea to the smallest detail

like picking the theme colour for painting till the colour of the light bulb

WOAH 

at some point, it felt like i forgot to breathe

especially when i had the busiest tiring day and was preparing to sleep at 1

but had to rush to the hospital for some emergency

juggling IS hard. now i noe

wat to do, i couldn't abandon all these mountain of tasks to my mom alone

i jus had to share it with her

if minus all the other stuff i'm currently juggling with

renovation would be somethin i describe as fun

i love decorating spaces, deciding on themes

but with so much on my mind, this task felt so much harder

ahh, sad to say i'm missing the fun part of it

exam's too near, tuesday..

u could like, pronounce me dead now..

yes, even way before the exam

because i noe how much there is to read,

and i noe how much i could afford to read before exam comes

so.. u could so start wishing me luck like, NOW

haha.. nite! =)

Would there be such a day...

that I'll stop doing what i'm doing

just because situations compelled me to

that I'll stop being so lost

and have found a direction of my own

that I'll stop feeling so miserable

when i developed this thing called passion

though it doesn't seem like there'll be such a day

hopes are telling me to defy my rationality

and i don't know whether its right to do so =|

Dear Diary, (influence from M2M =p)

I was incredibly late to class today,

I had this sudden idea of wanting to take a diff route

and was trapped in a super duper peanut butter jam -.-"""""

but now i'm thinkin, mayb it was a good thing after all

i ended up sitting by myself at the last row

and managed to find some peace for myself =)

Today was rather relaxing, for the first time of course

this P2 paper has been driving me crazy right from the start

thanks to my slightly haywired lecturer

who wouldn't let ur brain drift away (a.k.a. dream), not even for one second

imagine, even by blinking my eyes makes me feel guilty 0.0

thus the extreme tiresome after her every class

Second reason was of course the different company around me =))

i finally had some freedom for myself, eg: wat i wana write

sitting further from the lecturer was a success in reduction of stress 

since her shoutings were sort of filtered before it reached me =p

n also, i get to drift off / rest my brain once in a while

for example, i had time to peek at my right side neighbour

Well, his sense of fashion is somewhat the type i like (he was wearing white)

and he's fair, even more suited to my liking =p

i used the time i had spent peeking on him

to evaluate tat he might actually turned out to be quite good looking after all

if that red pimple would vanish from his nose! =p

we did communicate, ok, a little haha..

Another thing, there's this strange thing about me n tis guy (not sure pakistani or indian)

he would very frequently end up sitting very near me

in most cases, in front of me

he's quite adorable (personality and action lah)

everytime he's lost, i would noe, from his page flipping and head shaking etc,

and he would reach a point where he's desperate

Look left look right.. he wud always fail to find help

and had to turn backwards for help

tats when he would always find me

n i'll end up giggling by myself later

its really been this way quite alot, no matter its me being late or him =S

After today, i might pickup the habit of sitting behind

maybe i might get to noe a couple or two new frens hehe

Goodnite~

C.N.Blue - Y,Why

My New Obsession =)

I know Ive fallen in love. The day you came to me

was like a dream painted in grey.

I wanna tell you some, what I say with my heart

Wanna love you I wanna hold you, only my drunken confession. 

Hiding where you can't see me.
I only shout the words that you cannt hear. I love you.
This short phrase is too difficult for me. I can't even open my mouth.
'I love you' this short phrase is too much for me. I cannot breath.

(Rap) When you give me 1, Girl, I will give you 100.
When I see your red lips, my silent breath purrs with my innocence,
and my heartbeat that feels like its about to explode
strike a message to my ear. Baby I love you indeed.
I send you a message: I cant see it any teardrop in on your face, girl
I love you, only this.

Fearing you'll know if our eyes meet,
I only look away at the sky. I love you.
This short phrase is too difficult for me. I can't even open my mouth.
'I love you' this short phrase is too much for me. I cannot breath.

Come to me. See my eyes. I want you too.
My eyes tell you truth I wanna live in your life

This short phrase is too precious to me.
If you tell me 'I love you,' this one phrase out of anything in the world,
I will be happy.

@_@

Class started today.. it was rather UNexpected

because when it started at 1 o clock, 

i tot i would haf time to get some bite to eat at 3 o clock

and mayb take a nap until 4.30, where the second class would start

BUT it turned out to be not in that way i imagined at all

the class continued.. all the way..... until 7 o clock!

@_@ my eyes were really like this

especially when the lecturer kept asking questions on standards 

as if we were supposed to know them ALL by heart

and when the other students could actually answer her

@_@ yes, i need to buck up, SO MUCH

at 7, i've already yawned countless times

and my tummy was growling even louder than a lion

how many more times do i hafta endure this?

and my fren even said in a chirrpy tone: sometimes, we'll only end at 9

@_@!!!

i'm feeling really not well, classes weren't boring actually

the lecturer turned out to be quite good in fact

but i'm just not in my tip top condition

everything just went part blurrily today

i even watched my dramas blurrily

until FOOTBALL came!

Germany was great! and my Klose of course!

but now i'm back to being blur

i shud sleep i guess

Goodnite =)