Monday, June 18

Finally a bit after soo long..

Jus had two exams yesterday, think i dun wana continue that window story.. since it had been sooo long ago and there's nuthin fun talkin about it to myself here... haha..maybe when i meet u guys la.. haha.. story's not that interesting anyway...

went JUSCO nearby yesterday, one of my housemate got car, n it's very kind of her to take us out to chill abit after the super stressing mode we've tuned into past few days.. ^^but honestly, i tot this was a valley, and never ever would believe that there's actually a shopping mall with cinema in it nearby.. yea, catch those bold words..imagine how shock i was.. haha...

but well, dunno since when i jus could not get into shopping mode.. nope, not even close to it..maybe since i was superbly broke?? maybe that's only one of the reasons..i think mostly because my perception of look has changed.. NO, not that it changed into seafood style.. it's just that i'm so not into the mood of looking good, u noe? i go to uni in a rush everyday that i forget to comb my hair b4 classes almost five days a week..lucky i haf short n straight hair, so my fingers could help in those desperate situation.. haha..so naughty boy dun hafta worry bout guys here, none would like a messy ugly girl like me.. haha..but it's just sooo weird on how much of dislike i feel about walkin around lookin at clothes n shoes.. i just CANT enjoy it!

however, i enjoy food a little more these days.. stayin here is actually fun...bcause u get to focus on studies while havin fun wit frens..variety of food here is just so mini, but well, if u haf the mood, or naughty boy said nice things that day, i could really eat gulps of them..nope, din exaggerate that =p BUT weather here is like those of deserts! SO HOT!i sweat like 24-7 even in the uni..and ppl who knew me would noe that i could hardly sweat! yup, it's that bad... but again, if u're in good mood, n u feel cool, u feel cool.. get it? hehe...

learned to do many houseworks...ok, no one's allowed to laugh..i could juggle them real good i guess, but there's jus too much to do that i feel as if i'm FOREVER doing house work...man..i haf so little entertainment hours these days.. only during meals where we watch shows for bout an hour on laptop (imagine living without it! THANKS Eugene!) or when naughty boy calls me..maybe i'll have more entertainment hours when i master the art of doing houseworks later, later k.. not so soon, haha..

oh, bet u guys would've asked me d..nope, i still cant cook..(not to mention i cant crack eggs) i jus cant la, maybe it's not my thing.. or i jus dun wana do it wit ppl around.. after all, my style of cooking seems a bit weird (hintin: messy) i seriously dun wan professionals here to laugh at me.. though they already did, their comment: how useless could a person be? to not noe how to cook? sigh... i'll try la..but not now, i'm still suffering from the houseworks crisis.. oh, not forgetting exams too..

talkin bout expenses, it gives me the biggest headache ever...did accounts for my mom's inspection this week..and i spent bout 90 bucks! it's like super overbudget! but if u look at my account, it jus doesnt look it, except from the total value at the bottom.. sigh..i am really very very careful in spending (as my name says it), but in many situations, i jus dun hav a choice...not to mention that my fren here is always cooking for me, n i hafta compensate her cooking materials..well, home cook materials are just more more than of eating outside..sigh, n it feels ever so weird when she jus couldnt balance her account and hafta claim money from me..wat could i say or do?hmmm... will try to fix a stricter budget line this coming week..

oh, dun hafta worry bout my health... THANK BUDDHA my cough recovered bout a week ago..and i could eat stuff i like again!yes i will still control..but i haf this weird muscle aching thing over my neck when i was in the exam.. and it immediately disappeared when the exam ended.. some says the cause is not enuf sleep (slept late woke up at 5 to study), some says it's mental stress.. well i dunno..but it hurts soooo much i could cry...

naughty boy's calls have been an essential these days.. well, sometimes i jus really need someone to talk to.. and my mom calls ever so little..it has only been 6 weeks, and the frens problem came up already (shockingly, part of the prob is similar to neesha's), well, i don't tell or talk to anyone except to my housemate about how i feel..some ppl are jus so evil n manipulative.. and they are so stupid to think that others are stupid.. haha.. actually, addressing me.. all of them had a perception that i'm this quiet thoughtless girl who's blur n ignorant towards everything.. good! as it prevented them from messing wit me but my housemate, sigh..sometimes those ppl jus kept pushing us into very bad situations while my fren here begs for my advice gives me the strongest stress jab..and here's where naughty boy's call plays a part, though we dun talk about those problems, but that's exactly wat i needed =)

i'll be having one more exam this comin saturday, hopefully it's early that day, then i could come back to meet u guys! will tell u guys k.. take care ^^
p.s. dun worry suk teng, i wun book ur seat for Transformers =p

Wednesday, June 13

okay, let's start..

was rushin assigments, but when went to see doctor, she said i have fever, and gave me another day's leave..so, take some time to write this.. hehe..

well, i went with my many cousins and uncles and aunty...apparently, only on aunty went, haha.. the first day was quite tiring.. we took off from lcct airport boarding our 99cents air plane to kuala terengganu.. was expecting a hassle when i reached there, as we hafta take cab to the jeti, which was quite a distance..surprisingly, there was a bus to fetch us there! woohoo! was feelin abit up, budden was flushed when we hafta wait for the boat for 3 hours!grr.. all thanks to the stupid tour that was with us.. we were suppose to be on the 9.30 boat,when we reached there at 9.00.. alas, that stupid called 'bb club' tour arrived late, and missed the big boat.. as we're scheduled with them, we hafta wait till 12.00 for the next big boat! grr.. i'll mark them!
during the boat journey, i kept running to the small place outside with my couz thanks to claustraphobicness.. haha.. somewhat, hoping to see dolphines too, but was unlucky i guess..

okay, continue..when we reached there, i was a bit disappointed.. traces of pollution were so obvious around the jetty.. my heart was exclaiming:tioman was so much prettier! seriously, it is..for those who've been there would noe.. from the jetty, u couls already see tons of coral fishes swimming around.. but redang jetty, few i guess? oh well, proceeded to the resort.. mine was laguna.. they say it's da best around there..

well, settled down a bit n off to the shore! fishes are so easy to be seen(if not mentioning tioman) haha..the feeling there was great! as there are many ppl around.. three resorts are linked together by this beach, so they're more ppl than u noe..

okay, i'm getting abit drowsy d, mdicine..let's cut long story short to only interesting parts..the buffet meals was great! lots of variety.. bla bla bla..

highlights! went to marine park to snorkel.. god! this was my first so up close experience..so many fishes were practically touching me while swimming.. well, when they touch u, it felt like little scratches..and when i got up, there were fish bite marks on my stomach..but water aint that clear...saw a huge garoupa! he is ssoooo ssslllooowww and lazy.. haha..

next, oh! not not forgetting night life there! as 3 resorts are linked! there were so many ppl around.. so me, sis n couz went resort hoping! 1st, 'redang reef resort blue sand beach' it reads.. we were wondering wat's up wit the blue sand thing, nvr heard bout it b4.. then we saw many ppl surrounding the small patch of beach at the corner.. then we saw ppl scratchin the sand with fingers, then we saw it! the sand glowed in blue! it was at night k, so, we pratically saw little blue lights.. and then,i tried myself! and i could actually pick them(blue lights) up! it was an amazing experience, u 'll feel as if u're in harry potter era..and by eavesdropping, i came to know that they're actually fish food, as in light creating planktons.. oo.. budden someone said:in this case, are they worms? bliek, i immediately fling the sand i was holding and ran off.. next stop! haha..

next was redang beach resort, night life there was hot! haha.. there were a stage like dance floor with many ppl dancing on it, plus... disco ball and blinkin lights! how cool was that! dancing on da beach k? with the super many stars above (i spotted a north set of star, forgot it's name, the one that looks like a bucket thing?nvm..) from time to time, the host will go up the stage and teach a new set of dance, we followed, haha.. lame but fun! it was really fun.. while ppl barbeque all around..my recommendation, stay there if in big groups! haha..

as this is a 3days 2 night trip, i was really not enuff! well, it rained heavily through the nite and in da mornin! the sea was sooo clear! till then i realised that the sea was murky b4 because of the weather..i swam for the last time, felt like a mermaid, really schools of fishes around us.. plus water so clear! great trip, love sea! (besides the got choked up part)..

kk gtg sleep, cant take it anymore.. will make extra ammendments when i'm awake! nite..


It is that beautiful!

am back ! however, i'm dreadfully sick since.. have been absent from classes for two days already.. budden am worrying will i be unfit to go to uni yet again tomolo? well, u see.. i was snorkeling when my breathing tube went loose, and i chocked on big gulps of sea water..(sea water there are really many times more salty than those in west coast) my throat is so dam burnin now ='( am drafting updates but would be slow, cause of assignments and my health condition.. tsk tsk..scared la if cannot catch up in classes.. oh, and am shifting there this fri..hope my condition quickly improves.. it sucks being like this..bb

Monday, June 4

=> Highlight to read

hmm.. quite lazy n timeless actually..but, jus drop by to update a bit :

1. i'm still driving and are frequently late for classes..conclusion:cant get a room yet.. so stressed..ppl jus keep babbling at ur ear, not knowing that u really tried very hard n owes every new fren big big favors already..(1st sigh)

2. i have lots of assignments already.. i like doing homeworks.. really.. but nuthin to do with law
please, i jus dislike it...(2nd sigh)

3. i actually have a group of new frens..very grateful to them, they are very nice people
indeed..(-2nd sigh)

4. am going to redang on thurs! that's the sole thing that can cheer me up lately..(- 1st sigh)

5. i have someone feeling very angry and disappointed towards me, and for the first time i dun
understand, and dunno wat to do or say..i feel lost, (one & only sigh)

k la, see you guys soon again.. bye..

Friday, May 25

Uni uni..

jus bit bit of updates so far..well, uni was jus ok..people were much more friendly and not lala as i thought they would be.. haha..i was as usual very afraid n therefore put on a cold face+told myself there's nuthin wrong sitting alone..budden ppl jus walk up to me askin 'r u alone?' or 'hi i'm...' my reaction:great! yay new frens jus lidat! they are very very nice ppl indeed.. n definitely look so much younger than me..

it's quite a joke that i'm older than many others there,thanks to form six..n i'll be meeting back ppl i once know when i was in ktar, as my seniors.. man.. how embarassing..but one thing! n the most important thing is....... omg! on overall, those seniors are cool and cute! as in goodlooking..unexpectedly i should say *giggles*

bad news are, sigh.. my timetable is a big mess, having classes that gaps 3 hours! n 2 days till 8!sigh.. this shows that i hafta find a room there immediately..sigh..it'll b so boring,no com, no tv,no nuthin.. wat a life...


k lazy to write d, here's karl's tag, it's easy! and i like it! : 5 things
5 Things found in your bag:
1. Wallet
2. Water bottle
3. Notebook
4. Eyedrop
5. Tissue

5 Things found in your purse/wallet
1. IC
2. Malaysia Ringgit
3. Expired California Fitness VIP card
4. Sticker Pics of Me n Frens
5. Driving License

5 Favourite things in your room
1. AIRCOND!
2. Bed
3. My Little Pillows
4. New Drawer from IKEA =p
5. Victoria's Secret lotion from Xiu Hui (karl nope, no heater.. haha)

5 Types of humans (agree tat this is weird..)
1. Angelic
2. Beast
3. Neutral
4. Genuine
5. Fake

5 Things you've always wanted to do
1. Travel to many different countries
2. Tryout some talent competition =p
3. Own a laptop
4. Speak French
5. Migrate from Malaysia *nodz*

5 Things you're currently into
1. Talking
2. Mapling
3. Sleeping
4. Lazing
5. Daydreaming

(Who didn't see that list coming?)

People you tag (Ngiek ngiek..)
1. Submarine
2. Meti