Thursday, May 20

Sigh..

There are times where u want something SOO badly
but its just not going to happen in ur way
no matter wat u do
u have to end up accepting things as it is
it sucks.. and i'm feeling so devastated now
despite the LOAD of effort n hope i've invested 
i tink its time for me to stop being in denial
i feel soo disappointed
but there's nuthin i can do to make things work
i could only sigh
to make myself feel better

sad =(

Wednesday, May 19

New Look!

Closer to da nature! =) HEHE

Wednesday, April 21

Be considerate of others ..

I was totally so soo close towards banging a car's butt today..

u see, my myvi's brake pedal is like few cms higher than my accelerator pedal.. 
and so, my feet always Always get stucked under the brake pedal during the transition from the accelerator pedal..

This time, i was abit more unlucky as this happened when i terpress a little too much of the accelerator pedal and my car was quickly way tooo near the car in front of me..

At that moment, i swear that i could hear the voices in my head: they went from
" oh shit i'm so goin to bang that car, oh shit Oh Shit"
                          to
                 "THANK GOD!!"
when i managed to press the break pedal in the nick of time
and saw that the front car had no scratches on its butt.. PHEW

And then i thought, i could survive this most probably because 
in the past, i had let a car or two pass, 
or signaled to a car or two that didn't turn on their lights..
Yes i do believe in karma, in fact, very much..

And this brings us to another topic, friendship..
after many years of being human, HAHA
As many of u know, i have developed alot of principles for myself
and one of it is: "You can never use a fren, and be a fren at the same time"
skipping the fact that its terribly unethical, the thing is, 
NO fren would be tat stupid..

People are greedy, u can see to this anytime, anywhere
and some ppl, who tink that they are smarter, 
tink that they are more superior over others as well
i watch them control ppl around them, n i felt so bad for the victims
and disgusted, when i knew that they did not regret, nor feel bad, at all..

There's a chinese proverb, after translation, its:
" three stupid people can beat one genius"
added up with some karma,
and that is why, they, have no true friends
no one, to speak out their hearts' thoughts
no one, to cheer them up when they are down

and for those who thought that they're lucky enuf to haf no payback unto them
look again, at those u call frens.. are they really urs?
look again, at the one closest to u.. u dare say that person's not using u at all?
you manipulated others, you could nvr escape from being manipulated urself
Just wait n see.. =)

Monday, April 12

I HAFTA START STUDYIN

When only would i slap this fact right into my own face?

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!
ok i'll start right away by TRYING to do MADM

which i might fail to 'do' in the end

XD

oh, oh, and i'm happy about my result today,

despite:
1. my BADD BADDD finance result
2. i'm still beaten by a tall nerd

Yes i'm kiasu HEHE

Monday, April 5

Something i muz learn

"Que Sarah Sarah,
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sarah Sarah,
What will be will be"

I hafta stop trying too hard to manipulate and predict the future
Just like how i spend hours planning my homework without even doing it
I should learn to take things easily
A step at a time..