벌써보고싶다

벌써보고싶다

I can pretend to be normal 
I can pretend to be indifferent like it didnt impact me
But it sure wasnt and isnt going to be easy
I miss you like crazy

Dont know wats wrong wit me
Dont understand wats in you that i see
But you're all over my mind
That every breath feels so heavy

You left me with this emptiness
So suddenly
The void of you that cant be filled
Is torturing me silently

Seriously what the hell is wrong with me
I need you so badly
Just for you to be there
Where i could see

I miss you so much
Its a fault that i can never speak of
How i wish you would miss me too
Did you, already?

But its only me
I know its only me

I miss you

Seems childish but thought it through, no longer like you, =)

I cant help but notice
Why arent you asleep yet?
Who are you talking to?
Why isnt it me..

Knew this day was coming,
didn't think it'll be here this soon..
Time comes and goes
Now that i'm really facing it
This fact is getting hard to accept
Why can't i turn back time
Those times may really mean nothing to you
But I cant help missing them
Seeing someone else in my replacement
Worsens my wound
What was i thinking all along
Living in my own dreamland?
Please help me wakeup
I cant do it on my own
Need a slap in my face

最后

Haven't written in such long time..

Came back after such long time bcos of not knowing what to say and to whom

有失望，毕竟呢么久了
没哭，从前就答应自己不会再这样伤害自己
更何况你不会在乎，因对我的泪水麻木了

从这，我学到许多
时间不会改变任何事情
更何况，人

没怪你，不要再误会
可能你说得对
是我

和你一起，我学到许多
耐心
你把我好的一面都带出来

和我一起，反而把你变成了魔兽
斤斤计较，脾气暴躁
我把你不好的那面都带出来

我可能真的不适合和任何人在一起
好多年，这重复了好多次
好累，很累

真心祝你幸福
再见
='(