Life's a really weird thing, nothing is for sure.. then why are we doing the things we do? we study very hard, but we might not be successful, then why study? well, u might be successful, but not forever, u might lose everything in one day, then why be successful? we do things that are unsure in the future, claiming that we just wana be happy for the moment, but when the moment had passed, we deny everything we said before, and mourn forever..what's the whole point then?
Everything sounds so stupid.. it feels as if we shouldn't do anything at all.. because we hope, and then get disappointed.. then we should all just sit down whole day and die this way.. at least it's better than getting sad and disappointed over n over again? i am one of the stupid examples..see, i believe in horoscopes, so much till i'll skip class if they say i'll face danger if i go out today..but well, i hafta admit, the horoscopes never once came true.. yet till now i still believe in it.. stupid enuf?
People say, we must be able to put down something, don't mourn too much over it.. then if we prepare to put it down in everything we do, then we wouldn't have wanted it anymore.. 'u take something up to put it down?' sound so meaningless..
We have life principles, with things we swear that we'll never do, but what if people say and insist that you did it? what's the difference? it's like you did it anyway.. so why have life principles?At this moment, i have a great urge to be rotten, and feel if it's really that much more fun than us now..then perhaps i could tell you all about it
Sigh, nah.. i'm jus nagging abit here n there.. cause i feel like a failure.. at this moment.. nothing of me doing is right, is certain.. yet i'm so.. what's that word?practical? that explains why i feel damn insecure now.. in whatever way..no one will understand anyway.. they'll jus be annoyed by me.. and abandon me..
have a nice day then, ciao..
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