i'm a criminal

mood = -9

Hmm.. had two bad days since.. now i'm starting to doubt if i'm wrong, doubt if i should apologize and come back to you.. y do i have to see you so often at this time? i feel like apologizing everytime i see your back..but coming to my senses, i dun get wat a big fault i did? i jus didnt come in any way of contact wit u for bout 5 hours or so..i didnt even throw temper like i use to..but the way u reacted is as if i killed somone..ok, i really did over react when it was jus a misunderstanding among us..so, it's my fault actually, i'm SORRY.. but i really dun un y u haf to say the things u said to me.. do u even remember wat u said? those things cut me again n again every moment, every second.. guess u forgot, u jus want to justify the fact that i'm wrong.. from the nite i hear the things ur friend said, i already knew i would get these words back at me..i already knew.. it's in ur mind already, that i'm nuthin but a nuisance.. u start putting the same words he said back at me..isit so easy to say these things? i'm a very nuisance but i would nvr go that far to say these things.. mayb we're really better off as friends.. maybe we're really jus pushing things through in the past, well, u dun noe me at all rite?