Pathetic me...

I've been really not myself lately... unusually down.. it's not like i want to be like this, it's jus out of my hands.. i love this song.. it calms me down, gives me comfort i guess? 

Ppl think i push things too hard.. want too much of a plan to work.. but today i finally realise, they're actually right.. even if the start is perfect, it doesn't mean that it's supposed to end well.. thinkin back, i actually believed in perfect ending you noe? now everything jus seems not possible anymore..

doom, my finals are so close, n here are these distractions.. hate to admit but moms are always right.. now, how could i clear this mess? when the mess is myself? sigh.. watever..