I'd wait for life, to feel like this again..

I feel very different today, i did things i haven't done for a very long time... Things i usually mourn doing.. Things i've never done before.. Think and felt the way i never did before.. i feel somewhat.. HAPPY =) and contented..

I realise.. the world isn't so small like i always thought it was.. Things i use to think highly of doesnt actually matter that much to me.. so why mourn?

Duno how to describe this feeling i'm feeling now, it's like i'm smiling all the time, in my HEART =) i haven't felt this for years.. Why am i so happy? Was it because of you? hafta admit i'm feeling a little afraid, insecure.. because i like feeling this way, but risking depending on you to feel this way.. hmm.. or maybe a little guilty.. to admit that YOU made me feel this way..

For a moment i wished time would stop.. i always tink of ppl foolish for thinking that way.. now i noe, it's unavoidable..

It flashed past so quickly
I couldnt even grab hold of it
But i felt the joy it brought along
At least i smiled in time =)
This feeling, So beautiful...