Their true colours...

My 'enemy' left my class officially today.. Surprisingly, people came asking me how i feel, i dun even noe wat to answer them.. How do you feel when a stranger left? it has been soo long ago since she last bullied me, since she made me feel so lonely.. And it has been sooo long ago since i last talked to her.. i have abandoned her out of my life for So Longgg..

Yet i have to say, until today, i still dislike her, and won't ever like her again, for wat she did to me.. She made me have phobia towards living with housemates.. I would forever remember the way she just sat there in the middle of the large living room staring at me while i was sweeping, complaining how tired she was from cleaning her room, and never ever offered to help. The way she came all the way downstairs while i was rushing homework and threw a pile of her assignments to me, plus wat she said at that moment, 'You do it.' And so many more.. they are such bad memories i could feel my heart 'twist' everytime i thought of them..

However to my surprise, i also could never forget how she offered me a place in her house when i was desperate. How she offered me a ride when it was raining, She even borrowed series to me. Thus, i do not hate her.. i jus accepted all these as a result of personality clash.. So, i slowly moved away from her, kept a distance from her.. It sounds rather weird, but i've never quarreled wit her before.. Because i find it pointless, wat for waste ur breath.. So i did nuthin else.. revenge watever is just bullshit.. I always think, if u don't like someone, jus get him/her out of your life.. But do nothing more, It would be inethical then..

The joke is, when i previously expressed my thoughts to my frens that 'she' has a peculiar personality, hardly anyone believed wat i said, when many doubted my personality.. Some time later, after she left my life and entered others, in the end, now, they finally understood wat i meant, but with an extra theory, i'm very disappointed, i feel its too late.

Sigh, after all, i was reminded yet again.. you should never judge a book by its cover... You never rely noe anythin about people around you, unless like a book, you've read it through inside out..

I still want to thank my 'enemy', she made me realise how good are those people i have around me.. He who called me very often at night, jus to avoid me from crying to sleep.. or those who listened to my predicament, cum encouraging me to stay strong.. Ah, happy already..

- Finish Complaining =) -