Their true colours...

My 'enemy' left my class officially today.. Surprisingly, people came asking me how i feel, i dun even noe wat to answer them.. How do you feel when a stranger left? it has been soo long ago since she last bullied me, since she made me feel so lonely.. And it has been sooo long ago since i last talked to her.. i have abandoned her out of my life for So Longgg..

Yet i have to say, until today, i still dislike her, and won't ever like her again, for wat she did to me.. She made me have phobia towards living with housemates.. I would forever remember the way she just sat there in the middle of the large living room staring at me while i was sweeping, complaining how tired she was from cleaning her room, and never ever offered to help. The way she came all the way downstairs while i was rushing homework and threw a pile of her assignments to me, plus wat she said at that moment, 'You do it.' And so many more.. they are such bad memories i could feel my heart 'twist' everytime i thought of them..

However to my surprise, i also could never forget how she offered me a place in her house when i was desperate. How she offered me a ride when it was raining, She even borrowed series to me. Thus, i do not hate her.. i jus accepted all these as a result of personality clash.. So, i slowly moved away from her, kept a distance from her.. It sounds rather weird, but i've never quarreled wit her before.. Because i find it pointless, wat for waste ur breath.. So i did nuthin else.. revenge watever is just bullshit.. I always think, if u don't like someone, jus get him/her out of your life.. But do nothing more, It would be inethical then..

The joke is, when i previously expressed my thoughts to my frens that 'she' has a peculiar personality, hardly anyone believed wat i said, when many doubted my personality.. Some time later, after she left my life and entered others, in the end, now, they finally understood wat i meant, but with an extra theory, i'm very disappointed, i feel its too late.

Sigh, after all, i was reminded yet again.. you should never judge a book by its cover... You never rely noe anythin about people around you, unless like a book, you've read it through inside out..

I still want to thank my 'enemy', she made me realise how good are those people i have around me.. He who called me very often at night, jus to avoid me from crying to sleep.. or those who listened to my predicament, cum encouraging me to stay strong.. Ah, happy already..

- Finish Complaining =) -

Phew..

Time really flies.. so quick, it's now the last day of my hols.. but frankly speaking, i think during exams this MR time flew even faster.. Somehow, this hol is my laziest holiday ever.. prob because i did nuthin besides eating, sleeping and computering..never once in my life my hol was like dat.. well, i said i wanted a job.. but i'm rely too lazy..it's fun having a 100% rest time once in a while.. but once in a while will do.. too much will bore me till death =p

i've jus gotten my exam results.. it's like lightning to me.. one part of me has been expecting such results but the rest of me was hoping for a miracle.. well, i've learned it now.. miracle don't happen in studies.. u get wat u earned.. not any more, not any less.. dun worry! i've been slapped left n right this time, i wun be too easy on exams the next time! cross my heart!

although most of the time i'm at home, i did spend some time doin some fun stuff outside too.. like this...



















We finally tried out the Platinum Class cinema in Cineplex!






















It's large lounges on the inside..






















Then we also visited the KL BirdPark Beeky went.. My mom suggested, believe it.

















But this is the only pic i had with those many birds.. It's like when i see them, i really wanted to go near them to touch them.. but when we're getting close, I'll freak out a little, swt rite? Another factor is, although birds are everywhere, they're constantly moving, it's so hard to even catch their wings on picture leh..

















Unlike my Hercules sis and Bold maid! all those birds in this pic are real, this costed 10 bucks man! (psst, i'm the photographer =p i noe i'm being random!)

















Mom trying to imitate that white peacock, though she's actually very afraid!

















My crazy sister who squeezed through the crowed jus to snatch a chick for picture! HAHA


Conclusion: my leg was super pain at the end of the day, because our main plan was to bring my maid to see KLCC.. and so i wore heels, the quite high one -.-

















And we brought mom to try SushiZanmai!

















My mom look so young! 0.0

















Me n sis trying to imitate a cute boy we saw earlier on =) yalah, i noe i looked nuthing like him hehe..


Big Conclusion : I realise in order to haf super fun and crazy me, all i need is jus my little sister =) (u'll never believe how we behaved in that Bird Park! Wahaha!)


I've been out of blogging for soo long.. somehow, i jus find it so hard to express myself here already.. i can't even phrase my sentences properly.. so, think i want to put aside this blogging thing.. until one fine day my inspirations come back to me again..

Finally!

Yes! finally it's holiday! yeah.. but wat so good about it? other than there's no exams going on, i don't actually feel any special going through it.. maybe i've been studying for too many years, i got so immune to this whole study process..

Well, i thought of getting a job... but i'm feeling rather lazy, plus.. it's only 3 weeks! wat can i do? hmm.. i'll still tink about it though.. Anybody know where to get a type-at-home job?

See, i'm even too lazy to blog! Anyway, i wun b too lazy to yumcha, i think..=)

So cya guys!

The Black Parade...

Sigh, was driving to exam today when i suddenly noticed, everytime a car was in front of me, it turned out to be a black car.. i was thinkin, shit, is this gonna be some lucky day where everything i read didnt come out or everything i didnt read comes out? well, it turned out to be even worse than wat i thought...

So, i went into the exam hall confidently and came out even more confidently at the end of it.. this muz be the very first exam where i noe every single answer to every single question.

AND THEN i went to the toilet

as i am so ever busybody, i eavesdrop on other ppl's conversations and i was thinking, wat subject these ppl take, y got matching ques wan.. everyone else: 'matching..matching...' and then suddenly, my mind jus went: SHIT! cant blief till then only i realised my paper had a matching question which i didnt finish! more like didnt do!

(a matching ques is where u match 1,2,3 to A,B,C and this kinda ques is so rare that u wun get it unless the paper had high failure rates)














This was wat i had on my answer paper... Don't ask me where the A, B, C, etc. went..

Sigh, level of confidence : 1

Anyway, wish me luck lah... Pls ='(

Not much, but not too little

Hate that phrase.. What does it mean anyway? It can mean moderate, as well as little.. Well, moderate isn't much, whereas little isn't too little.. but which is it?

Imagine you've been cooking all day for this special someone and when u ask 'How was it?', you hear 'Well, i dun like it much, but not too little lah'.. Imagine putting in alot of effort into something, and after all, someone slaps you left and right, telling you that it's not good enuf..

Sigh, it's so confusing.. i hate it.. i'd rather hear a lie, than to being aggravated to think stuffs about whether it is worth it after all.. because i felt it was worth it.. it jus breaks my heart so much.. When it's only a phrase.. =(

*p.s. i really feel very sorry for being sad so easily, sorry*