H.A.T.E.U.

Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye

Something got a hold of us and we changed..

Then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way..
 

We went, round for round till we knocked love out

You were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I

Why is it so hard to say goodbye..

I can't wait to hate you,

Make you, pain like i do..

Still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
There's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

Oh this, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us every night..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay..

We went round for round till we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
No need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter of fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the frustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of trying to fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I can't wait to let you go

~* <3 Mariah Carey *~

2nd week of the semester

i tink i hafta admit now..
i might not be good in dwelling with stress after all..
somehow i noe i'm stressed up internally
i try not to show it to ppl, not to let down my guard
i start grinding my teeth in my sleep again
many nights lately without fail
mom hafta frighten me awake so that i will stop
or not my mouth n teeth would rely hurt in the morning
n everytime i was frightened awake, i would be in a position
whereby my hands are grasped tight,
while the rest of my body are tense
my teeth n mouth really hurts
i couldnt bite food with ease
dare me, i could cry out anytime
everything's not goin well
everything's not goin right
could someone, anyone,
try to cheer me up?

I have a genius 'brother'..

Today, when 'he' was chatting wit me.. 'he' suddenly sent me a link, and said:

she: dis 1...sell branded bags 1...shud be cheap...

So, very swiftly i clicked on da link.. and immediately the bags caught my attention 0.0
Before even scrolling the pages to explore, i asked her back:

Me:   0.0
        the bag ori wan ah

Without second thoughts, she:  u gila ar? s'pore whr got fake stuff 1?

Outrageously, Me:

 Hellooo!! it's coach OK!!???

 YOU SOMMORE DARE SAY SHUD B CHEAP
 u DAM DUMB MANN
 even one miserable outdated purse

 oso can cost 200 SGD okay!!!
 STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPID

Very unexpectedly, she:

coach is a brand?

i oso din hear b4 coach and kate spade...i somemore tot coach as in 1st coach dat coach...HOW I NOW WOR!!! THEY WERE DISTRIBUTING FLYERS IN SKOL....MEANS ITS FOR STUDENTS TO BUY LAH!!!! FOR STUDENTS WHR WILL EXP WOR!!!!!

Me:

*faint

She:
*din faint

Then, i realised.. i have the smartest 'brother' in the whole universe =.="""""""""""""""""""""

Note to God lyrics Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say whats on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

Woops..

I can still taste the alcohol in my throat.. =p