after struggling in between life n death, i survived the finals..times where i eat the same food everyday, n study my brain out of me... it's all over.. n now, i'm free.. but, really free.. this is jus my second day of hols.. but i've already tot since long ago bout wat should i do in hols.. job? wat job? have fun? wit who? nobody's free at this time.. i thought so much that i even dreamt of them.. about me workin, n then havin fun, karaoke, party all the way till things i wish to happen, and things that make me sad n disappointed.. the thing i hate about this dream is, it ended wit things that make me sad n disappointed... n so, i woke up feeling depressed this morning..
i haf somethin in my mind now, somethin that's encouraging me to do somethin cruel...i oni haf this one chance, to relieve us from suffering in the future.. part of me is so tempted to jus go wit it, but majority is stopping myself.. sigh, i always haf self conflicts.. this is soo annoying me out..sigh..
the weather's so hot, i forgot all those things i wanted to say jus now.. goodbye
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