So tired..

I have been sleeping on an average of 4 hours a day for more than a week now..

Yes, i am So exhausted.. in every way..

so much so that today when my tutor said 'one new assignment', i was picturing myself ramming out of the classroom into the washroom to cry out loud.. This has been a horrible week i think, and the bad thing is, i dun think it's gonna get any better..

last week was busy enuf, but this week.. definitely more, with assignments' datelines closing up plus two midterms next week and tons of homework! woah.. at least it helps keeping me occupied.. wonder wats wrong with tutors this sem, they get so irritated when we dun do our homework, haven't felt this kind of stress since form 5..

I dun rely understand the weather these days, or maybe it's not because of the weather.. it's really weird cause i feel cold all the time.. So cold when i sleep (i'm already wearing an extra cardigan), So cold in class, So cold every where, every minute.. This brings to my new habit, i haf a jacket in my bag all the time.. I start to dislike my many little habits as my bag's as fat as a guinea pig already..

In my bag, there's :
1. Pencil box A
2. Pencil box B
3. Scientific calculator
4. Financial calculator
5. A metal box of cough sweets (bout 7 x 5 cm)
6. A jacket
7. A 750ml bottle
8. An foldable umbrella
9. My wallet
10. My coin purse

It's a handbag, not a bag pack.. so it looks awfully weird now.. haha.. but i rely cant leave any of those things above out of the bag..

Sigh, I hafta admit i do feel lonely nowadays, even with frens all around me, even when i'm laughing.. i cursed V-day many times to hafta come around now, i rely cant stand seeing anythin sweet or pink.. At least i tink i improved a little.. i use to feel so soo jealous when i see couples smiling together, PDA.. now, at least i dun feel that extreme anymore.. just a sense of longing.. i jus dun like it that in my memory, his face gets clearer through time.. i hate feeling sad all the time..

I'm trying my best though, really.. =)